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“Hi, Mother.”
“Hello, Abigail, why are you calling?”
I don’t know, maybe because you’re my mother.
“How are you?”
“Busy.”
Doing what? I groan, and she catches that. No child should feel this inept when talking to the one who gave them life.
“Abigail, I am not in the mood for your childish behavior. I am so disappointed in you, going behind our backs like that. You should be ashamed.”
Ashamed? Of what? Of wanting to test myself, to know I could make it on my own without the name I have, the family I was born into, and the legacy shackled around my ankles? I’m a glorified prisoner.
“I’ve reached the jetway. I have to go.”
She hangs up, and my hand drops to my side like my spirit. I scroll through my contacts, dialing my father next. I must be in a particularly masochistic mood, but maybe it will numb me by the time I face Felix.
“Abigail, I don’t know why you can’t behave.”
“But, Father, it was innocent. I didn’t think much of the test.”
“You will go to Eagleton College, marry Kaden, and produce an heir. That’s your duty.”
All I can do is scream on the inside. Pain suffocates me, but I have to do damage control, so I call Grandmother next to apologize in advance.
The butler picks up. Thomas has so many roles in Grandmother’s life that I’m pretty sure he’s indispensable to her.
“Ms. Voss, a pleasure.”
“Hi, Thomas. Can I talk to Grandmother really quick?”
“She asks if it’s important.”
“I wanted to apologize.”
The small grunt makes me doubt whether she even knows, which is absurd; Felix is an extension of her.
“Yes, Abigail, what is it?”
I tell her everything and the silence on the other end persists. I hold a breath, awaiting my judgment.
“Grandmother?”
“My dear, people will always fear smart people because they make the average person feel insecure. Now, add that to you being a woman, and it becomes clear that men are such insecure creatures. Humans are indeed a pathetic race. I’ll see you soon.”
I stare at my phone, dumbfounded. Was that a compliment? Her voice always sounds so flat and controlled. I can’t tell the difference.
When I turn around, I see Dane leaning against the wall. His presence obliterates any other thought, completely owning my attention.
He has that cancer stick between his lips, and it’s time for a better strategy.
I sashay my way over to him, and confusion digs between his eyebrows. In a swift move, I yank the smoke from his lips, and the corners of his sinful lips curl up until I put it between mine. Dragging in a lungful, my chest rocks with a fit of coughing.
The taste is disgusting. Char sticks to my gums, but I have a point to make. He grabs my hand, but I take another hit and another one, dizzying myself. Then I smile when he throws the package in the bin.
I stomp on the one I almost killed myself with.