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Tingles rush through me as I lower my pussy over his cock, taking him deep inside. My breasts rub against his chest. Fuck, it all feels so good. I breathe out.
Tipping my face up to his, he lowers his mouth to taste mine gently, thoroughly. Even if he doesn’t love me, the way he makes me feel is very much like love. He rests his head against mine.
“I wanted to make it special. I needed for it to mean something. Do you realize the first time I kissed you was after you passed out in this apartment?” His hands cradle my head. “I’d fucked your mouth and had my fingers in your pussy, but I hadn’t kissed you.”
“I didn’t know.” I never thought about it.
“I definitely didn’t want to tell you as an afterthought to the others.” Blake shifts me on his lap and I sigh at the slight movement. “You and I have been connected since the beginning. This apartment.”
He looks around the mostly bare room. It’s dull and functional. Every piece of me that made it home is gone. Except this bed and Blake.
“This apartment is where I knew I loved you.” Blake presses his lips to mine and breathes me in. “When I realized I could have lost you, I knew I had to keep you. I fought against it. It’s difficult to trust again after the others. But seeing you frightened of the place where you should have felt safe made me need to protect you. I couldn’t help falling in love with you even more.”
A tear slips out of my eye and his thumb catches it.
“I guess it makes sense that this is where I tell you I love you for the first time. This final time in your apartment. I love you, Madison. I can’t and won’t lose you. You walked in and my heart couldn’t help falling for you.”
“Blake, I—” The timer goes off. I jerk my gaze to it. “I hate your phone.”
He laughs and presses the stop button.
“I love you. You’re a piece of my soul.” I take a breath. “Could you please fuck me now?”
He kisses me and my chest explodes with love. I rock my hips over his cock. I don’t want to release him to get more friction. Our hips rock together as we stare into each other’s eyes. His thumb slides over my clit, winding me tighter.
My lips part as I build toward my release. His green eyes are filled with so much love. This speed bump in my life with the stalker, I can’t wait for it to be over so I can spend all of my future with these guys.
The wave of my orgasm is soft and flows through me, drawing me deeper into his eyes.
“You belong to me, love, and I belong to you.” He kisses me and lays me back on the bed before thrusting in deep.
I grab his jaw and hold him to me, breathing his breath as he pushes me over the edge again. I cry out as he pounds into me until he finds his release and fills me.
He collapses over me, and suddenly, I don’t want to leave this apartment. I don’t want to leave this feeling of being complete. Of having his love and knowing this place helped make it happen.
His lips claim mine and the world slips away again. Everything is falling into place.
Chapter 133
Forward Momentum
Madison
Time got away from us before we finally made it back to the kitchen. After having sex again, we checked Val’s room and mine. The camera in my room was in the light fixture and had shorted out at some point. So maybe Jeff did me a favor by installing it wrong.
When I get to the chair, I blush as my gaze meets Blake’s. He keeps smiling at me and it makes me so fucking warm inside. It’s ridiculous, but I can’t believe he loves me. It’s amazing.
I climb up. While I’m unscrewing the register, I can’t help but think, What if it’s not here?
“Blake?”
He keeps unscrewing the light switch plate. “Yes, love?”
A brief happy glow fills me at the deeper meaning that word now holds. “What if we can’t find the phone?”
“He’ll screw up.” His voice is gruff.
“But—”