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They release me and Noah lifts me into his arms. I wrap around him as he carries me through my bedroom and into my bathroom. Seth has the shower already warm and we all step into it together.
My four men and me. They bathe me and pet me. Caress me and wash me. Their skin brushes mine and I try to return the favor. I’m sure I’m only getting pieces of each of them. I kiss their chests and stroke their cocks. Their fingers slip over me and into me until I’m heated all over again. Aching for them.
Noah lifts me against him and slides his cock into my pussy. Seth presses up behind me and his cock eases into my ass until I’m full of both of them.
I kiss Noah. “Promise me all night. I want to be fucked all night again. By all of you.”
“Of course, kitten.” Noah kisses me as he and Seth fuck me. I burn like a flame between them, ready to combust and loving every minute of it. I never want this moment to end.
Even though I know it can’t last. Right now, it’s just me and Seth and Noah and Coop and Blake. No outside threats. No stalker.
I want to cling to it for as long as possible.
Chapter 131
Revisit
Blake
I hold the umbrella over the car door as I offer Madison my hand. She joins me under the umbrella and we make our way to her apartment building’s door. Her fingers tremble against mine as we step into the lobby.
Folding it and shaking it off, I study her. Her eyes are wide as she looks around the old building. It’s dingy and has a musty smell. Someone broke a lock on the mailboxes and the little brass door hangs open. Junk mail covers the counter beneath.
She walks to the mailboxes and sorts through her keys. Her blond hair is pulled into a tight bun. She has on jeans and a t-shirt that I’m sure Seth didn’t pick out but were hers before us. She looks like a college student as she reaches in and takes the few envelopes out.
Young.
Last night, we were all insatiable. We didn’t fall asleep until the sun started to rise, collapsing on her bed and not getting up until late. It’s after noon now.
She turns so I can see her profile as she sifts through the mail. She’s not wearing makeup, but she’s effortlessly beautiful. Her long lashes brush her cheeks. I’m captivated by her. After a few seconds, she glances over at me.
“Sorry.” She gives me a self-conscious smile. “Should we?”
When I reach out my hand to her, she slides her fingers through mine and holds on tight as we make our way to the stairs. It seems like forever ago that I carried her down these stairs, worry fueling my every step. A smile kicks at my lips when I remember the last time we were here. We fucked in her apartment to wash away the bad memories. When we left, I threw her over my shoulder to hurry her along.
I clear my throat. “I had the apartment cleaned. Val’s things are packed but still in her room. We’re waiting for her family to let us know what they want us to do with her belongings.”
“I still can’t believe she’s gone.” Madison rounds the landing with me. Her blue eyes meet mine. “We were the same age. I wanted her to go to jail, not end up dead.”
We reach her floor and I glance at the doors. My gaze pauses on Robert’s, half expecting him to pop out. I don’t like that he worries Madison. Her body language when he gave her back the bracelet spoke volumes. It frustrated me that I was several floors away when it happened.
“Hopefully, Valerie left us a clue.” I don’t tell her Jeff’s theory that someone killed her. Maybe Valerie tried to blackmail the stalker. If the stalker could kill Valerie, the lengths he’d go to get to Madison frighten me.
I also kept from her the fact that he wanted her panties. Just the thought of someone watching her in her private moments freaked her out. If she knew they had her personal things, I’m not sure how she’d react. I don’t want her to retreat into herself or be afraid to go out. That’s not healthy.
When I open her door, Madison steps into the apartment, flicking on the lights. The gloom from outside clings in the corners of the room. It’s dull and lifeless. Everything that happened here seems so long ago.
My insides churn at the memory of Madison collapsing on the ground. I clench my fists, reminding myself I got here in time.
“Do we want to split up to look?” Madison glances at me over her shoulder. Her hand tightens slightly on mine and I almost smile. She doesn’t want to split up. I draw her into my arms and hold her against me.
“Let’s stick together this time, tiger.” I kiss the top of her head and draw in her soft floral scent. Her arms wrap around me as I take in her apartment. There’s not much left. I have a storage company coming on Monday to empty it. Her month is almost over and Madison won’t be returning here. Ever.
I don’t know what the future holds for us, but like Seth, I can’t see a future without her in it. I release her and she smiles. She makes it easy to believe that this could all work out. There’s still a part of me that questions when everything is good. That waits to see when the shit will hit the fan. But I’m not letting that part rule me right now.
“Where should we look first?” Her gaze roams the room.
Reaching into my pocket, I pull out two multi-tools. I gesture to a register near the base of the wall. “You start with the registers and I’ll check the light switches and plugs.”