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I—
Hands on mine.
Gentle and so, so kind.
I paused my scratching, scrubbing.
I looked up.
Into golden beautiful eyes.
Alive eyes.
No longer vacant or dead.
And every part of me cracked.
I’m sorry.
So sorry.
“Henri…”
Her voice.
Christ, her voice.
I swayed toward her.
I crashed against her.
Her arms wrapped around me and held tight.
The stinging in my eyes became caustic.
The searing in my lungs so vicious.
I wanted to tell her so many things. All of it. Everything. But I couldn’t because the devil wrapped his hand around my throat and strangled.
I gasped.
I can’t breathe.
My heart bucked.
I can’t breathe!
Pushing the angel away from me, I crawled out of the shower.
My bones jangled.
My blood jumped.
Nausea tore through me, and I needed—
I’m going to—
With a lurch, I reached the toilet, flipped up the lid, and purged.